10 Years After

My return to college

10.17.2003

Reconsider Everything

I finished my paper on Theodore Roethke's "Dolor." I came in just over 1,000 words. Man, I felt stressed trying to get it finished but now I am so relieved that it's over. In an homage to Wallace Stevens I titled the poem " 3 Ways to Look At a Poem: Using New Criticism, Deconstructionism, and Reader-Response to criticize Roethke’s poem 'Dolor'."

Monday I will lead my Dialectology class on sections 10.1 and 10.2 from our text book. After failing to cover all I should when I volunteered I'm hoping to make a good impact now. Also, I talked to the instructor about doing my project on multiple negatives and he thought it was a good idea. It will be more syntactical judgement than sitting through hours of interviews trying to catch subjects using it. The visiting professor of Dialectology had made an offer to help as well. I think I'll meet with the class' professor Monday and then email her if I need further assistance. Already I have an idea that I want subjects to do more than say it is wrong or right. I want some sort of scale employeed. This would be similar to the survey that I did in Grammar and Usage with the sme professor.

Also, over the weekend I need to get started on the paper for my Milton class. I am suppose to go to some artsy gallery in Erwin Sunday (my birthday of all days) to do a 4 or 5 minute presentation. I haven't even started on a paper. I'll have to look over my pre-Paradise Lost journals to find something I can expand.

I learned in my Dialectology class the university library's annual booksell started today. Last year I picked up quite a few good books. However, right now I'm way too strapped for cash to pick up anything. After CWL I need to go by work to pick up and cash my check. Then it's off to Sevierville.

I just need to go over over my paper a few times to make sure there aren't any mistakes. When I go to give it to him I want to speak a little about my take on Milton's unorthodox theology. In class yesterday he mentioned that Milton's placement of Hell is a subject of controversy and reinterated that Milton had met Galileo Galilei while the astronomer was under house arrest by the Pope.

10.16.2003

Jesus Just Left Chicago

This morning was my Literary Criticism test. I laid out of work yesterday to get with some fellow students in the library to study the definitions. Our instructor gave us 40 terms to study. He said that there would be 25 on the test and that we would only have to define 20 of those. Four of us spent between 4 and just after 8pm working on defining the terms. At the last moment another student from our class ran into us and conned one of the other guys into letting him copy our notes.

The test this morning was a bear. It took all of the class period and the last couple of definitions were rather light. I skipped around a little, trying to combine similar terms into groups. I think I'll receive a B on the test. I knew the general gist of most of the items, but had a hard time remembering the names of a lot of the essays associated with the terms.

Also, I've been thinking more and more about the relationship between Jesus and Satan in Paradise Lost. My previous journal entry was on the similarities between Satan and Loki and their offspring. The discussion of book II in class dealt a lot with how Milton uses Satan, Sin and Death to darkly mirror the Holy Trinity. This seems a weak mirroring, though I do think that Satan mirrors God and Christ. My chief problem with the dark trinity-holy trinity comparison is that Satan on seems to occupy the mirror opposite of both God (the father) and Christ. Sin and death only seem to be opposites of Christ and the Holy Ghost in abstract senses.

That said, I do think that there is god ground for a comparison between Christ and Jesus. Not only within the text of Paradise Lost, but also outside of the text. My outside arguments would include the Grand Inquisitor chapter from The Brothers Karamazov by Dostoevsky. In this chapter the Inquisitor accuses Jesus of being evil. An argument which, presumably, Dostoevsky attempts to refute. I say presumably because he fails to satisfactorily argue against the evidence of the grand inquisitor. The second bit of evidence outside for the text of Paradise Lost comes from an understanding of the word Lucifer. Milton follows the Christian tradition1 of stating that Lucifer was Satan's name in Heaven. However, a reading of the Catholic Encyclopedia examines the word origins and how it is used in the Bible. Applying the name Lucifer to Satan seems, at best, to be treating a title as a proper name. At worst, it is using bad interpretation of the Bible to give undue characteristics to someone possibly undeserving.

It seems that the application of Lucifer, which means Venus, known to the ancients as the Morning Star, comes from Isaiah were, by a metaphor, was applied to a king of Babylon. The passage itself reads "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning ! how art thou cut down to the ground which didst weaken the nations !" ( --Is. xiv. 12.) While reading only this passage might lead one to instantly connect Lucifer with Satan, further reading shows that the application makes no sense. The title is also given to Simon, the high priest and son of Onias, in Ecclesiasticus (50:6) as well as "to Jesus Christ himself (II Petr. 1:19; Apocalypse 22:16 [...]) the true light of our spiritual life" according to the Catholic Encyclopedia.

Within the text the comparisons are more direct. Satan deceives his followers into allowing him to take the mission to subvert God's works. Christ, on the other hand, is earnest in offering himself as payment for the wages of man's sin. This is a complex contrast because not only does one need to take into account the method that they employ their actions, but also the intended result. Satan intends to pervert God's will while Christ intends to fulfill God's Will. Christ self-sacrifice is in contrast to Satan's selfishness in not repenting for his sins.

All this said, I am not convinced with Milton's argument about Adam and Eve being made sufficient to withstand temptation and that it is rather their exercise of Free Will that causes them to submit to temptation for wrong doing. If the Angels are a model, then some angels were able to resist sin and others were not able. Is this a matter of free will or a matter of God's creation being created with imperfections that cause them to choose sin. Maybe this view of mine is caused by my readings into determinism. It seems that some angels were created inferior to other angels and that, by their nature and not choice, some were able to resist temptation.

If it were a matter of choice then it seems that the angels should have been depicted as being rational creatures. The fallen angels in particular are obviously not endowed with rationality. They are instead all controlled by vices of emotions such as being egotistical or selfishness. None of them speak of a rational reason why they acted as they did.

One thing that seems surprising to me, but which we left unaddressed in my Milton Class, is that Satan breaks free not only of the chains which initially bind him in Hell, but from Hell itself. Book III then starts with a synopsis that states that God observes Satan's actions and knows (and knew ahead of time) what his actions would be. My question is, why did he allow Satan to break the bindings if they were meant to hold him prisoner in Hell and then, also, to escape from Hell itself? If his intention was to confine Satan, and God is all powerful, then how does he fail to do so?



1. Christian Tradition also identifies the forbidden fruit of the Tree of Truth and knowledge as an apple without any scriptural evidence.

some etymology - Lucifer: [L., bringing light, n., the morning star, fr. lux, lucis, light + ferre to bring.]

10.15.2003

Set The World Afire

After linguistics I wanted to stop by the library to do some research for my Literary Criticism test tomorrow. However, as I was walking up the stairs I was stopped by one of the librarians. A fire alarm was set off up on the fourth floor in one of the mechanical rooms. I sat and waited out front until the police and fire departments cleared everyone to re-enter.
Now as I sit at the sole terminal on the second foor I look out onto the lawn in front of my old dorm. When I lived there it was an all male dorm. Now, for some strange reason, it has been switched to an all female dorm. This change seems very strange to me.
It use to be that all the girl dorms were on one side of campus and all the male dorms on the other. In my last few semesters that changed when one of the female dorms, the one Tunde and Ringo moved into, was converted to an all male dorm. With the rooms as tiny as they are in my old dorm I really can't imagine prissy 18 year old girls living in it.

10.14.2003

Last Hour Of The Last Day Of Work

I cannot believe I made this mistake. I thought Monday was Fall break and that I would be back in class today. However, yesterday was Columbus day. Today was the conclussion of Fall Break. That means that there was no school today. Usually, Fall break has been the Friday near my birthday at the end of the month.

Nonetheless I spent the day doing homework. I have a Literary Criticism test Thursday I have been studying for. I have a list of 40 terms I need to know and a paper to work on. The paper is to be a 1,000 word comparison of three forms literary criticism (Formalism, Reader-response, and Deconstruction) as they apply to Theodore Roethke's 1948 poem "Dolor."

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